What Would you do?

Life seems Bleak,
Humble but don't want to seem weak...
so afraid to lose...
I can't make myself speak the words
that my heart seems to want to scream...
I want to be loved...
who doesn't...
So afraid that I am unlovable that
I stay... with you
I know I should GO
if I did what would you do?
would you miss my presence the way I would miss you?
would you wonder how I'm doing or just move on to some one new...
Am I too needy for you?
All I want is your time, once in awhile your smile...
to be able to roll over at night and hold you.
I want to be your support
the one you turn to when you hurt
I want to kiss away the bad
and share the good...
I want to be your everything...
but you don't want me....
I should go.. but will you be okay?
when I go what will you do?